First day of school!!!!

Today my little girl started kindergarten!!!! Yes my little Julia Rose is going to school. Where did the time go. How can she be big enough for school. What am i going to do without her. She is very nervous, and that is not her at All she popped right out of bed and was ready in plenty of time for the bus!! For the bus ..... what!!! She looked adorable from the top of her head to the bottom of her toes. It was time 6:50 time for the bus to come we waited in a long line of 11 kids and braden was amazing... telling her, "Julia don't be scared!" Julia knew bra would be there!! The bus pulled up and julia squeezed my hand at that moment i knew she was scared, but i didnt say a word just pulled her up closer to the bus and she started crying saying "Moma i cant do this!! i just can't do this! i don't want to go !! i want to stay with you". At that moment it was all i could do not to cry myself. I just swalled as hard as i could and told her you are have to brave and a big girl!! You are such a strong person you can do this!! i put her in her seat with Naporh, a little girl across the street that julia was not crazy about, and she was just sobbing...... the bus pulled away and Julia was crying waving good bye....... a sight i could not erase from my mind. As the bus pulled away i let it goooooo. I lost it. Julia was a big girl on the bus. i was alone ....... she was gone my baby all day. No more Mcdonald runs, no more picnics, no more late mornings, no more girl days, and no more mommy julia time, while big brother Braden was at school. The day went by and it was time for her to get home. i anxiously went to the bus stop as the bus pulled up and opened the door there stood Julia with a huge grin and she ran to me as fast as she could!! And said " Moma i missed you!!" if she only knew how much i missed her too!!